Slave Takia

Thu, 14 Sep 2006 08:44:51 GMT

Master Peter i thought you would like to hear this -

darkslife says:

oh? what have you been up to?

Takia says:

Training with DHF and normal busyness

darkslife says:

ah I heard about that

darkslife says:

I suppose congrats are in order

Takia says:

oh?

darkslife says:

the whole training with peter thing. considering how well known he is, Im guessing that in the public scene its considered an honour

Thu, 14 Sep 2006 08:36:25 GMT

interesting conversation. i wanted to keep it so am posting it here

Takia says:

Dave says:

hey
Dave says:
hows things
Takia says:
things are ok
Dave says:
Dave says:
nice pic
Takia says:
old one
Dave says:
ok
Dave says:
so tell me what happened with your old master
Takia says:
who what where why?
Dave says:
master peter
Dave says:
last time we spoke you said i could ask now
Takia says:
yeah
Takia says:
ask specific questions
Dave says:
hard to be specific on something i don't know?
Takia says:
well how about did i fuck him or vise versa? - no
Dave says:
that wasn't what i meant
Dave says:
I meant what happened with your training
Takia says:
i was just getting that out of the way
Dave says:
what did you learn etc
Takia says:
life skills, and how to obey lot of good it has been though since my mind is changing
Dave says:
what's changing
Takia says:
my thoughts on if i am a slave or not
Dave says:
OMG
Dave says:
thats pretty big
Takia says:
yeah
Dave says:
what has happened to change that
Takia says:
nothing just thinking
Takia says:
that and when asked what i would choose if i had the choice between being a slave or being a girlfriend which i replied that if it was with you i would give up "slave-life"
Dave says:
who asked that
Takia says:
Master Peter
Dave says:
but you know i would never want you to change who you are
Dave says:
i accept you and your lifestyle choice
Takia says:
it was my choice to make
Dave says:
i actually like it
Takia says:
why?
Dave says:
to many answers for that
Takia says:
i have time
Dave says:
some include I like looking out for an protecting you
Dave says:
i like you being obeidient
Dave says:
i like the pleasure you get from it too
Dave says:
i like the knowledge you have on the subject
Dave says:
theres heaps
Takia says:
true but you dont have access to it
Dave says:
i know
Dave says:
i wish i could change that
Dave says:
do you have your cam?
Takia says:
you could if you really wanted to
Dave says:
would love to see you

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Dave says:
Dave says:
hey Sexy
Dave winks:
Play "Kiss"
Takia says:
hi
Dave says:
you look down
Dave says:
whats wrong
Takia says:
nothing
Takia says:
just reading stuff and relaxing
Takia says:
and tired
Dave says:
you look a bit depressed
Takia says:
and bored
Takia says:
and lonely take your pick
Dave says:
sounds like you need a nice hot bath and back massage
Takia says:
your the second person who has said that
Dave says:
whats the collar your wearing representative off?
Takia says:
Natalya's ownership of me and the tag is the Dragon House tag
Dave says:
cool
Dave says:
how is she
Takia says:
Natalya's tag is in my bag because it wasnt appropriate for where i was
Takia says:
good, annoyed with me but good
Dave says:
why whats wrong with her tag and why is she annoyed with you
Takia says:
because it clearly says Property of Mistress Natalya
Dave says:
you look bloody beautiful today Rach
Takia says:
and because apparently i was being melodramatic
Takia says:
thanks
Dave says:
REALLY cute and sexy
Dave says:
I like it
Dave says:
about what
Takia says:
about Nick driving me insane like you usually do
Dave says:
who's Nick
Takia says:
a friend from tazzy
Dave says:
why is he driving you insane
Takia says:
because he was using words not actually doing anything
Dave says:
i don't understand
Dave says:
what do you mean
Takia says:
he was making me want him as much as i want you
Dave says:
how
Takia says:
by teasing me with words
Dave says:
how was he teasing you
Dave says:
what was he saying
Takia says:
lots of stuff he was just being his usual charming self
Dave says:
like what though
Dave says:
i'd like to know Babe
Takia says:
just scratching and all the nice stuff that i love
Dave says:
mmmmmm and what else
Takia says:
that is all i will say
Dave says:
why
Dave says:
i'd like to know what turns you on Rach
Takia says:
its not like it will do any good
Dave says:
tell me
Dave says:
do I have to spank it out of you
Takia says:
you would have to see me to do it
Takia says:
so that isnt a threat or promise i can take seriously
Dave says:
i have been thinking quite a bit about that actually
Takia says:
and>
Takia says:
?
Dave says:
i was wondering if i would be able to come over and see you but just as friends
Dave says:
i want so much more
Dave says:
but i don't think i could come over without saying friends because i know the moment i saw you i would want to hold you
Dave says:
and return to what we had
Dave says:
and i think it would happen way to easily
Takia says:
i'm not sure. i would love to see you and it would be good to see if anything really has changed between us. my problem there is i want you to hold me and i do want to return to what we had but changed in certain places. that and we would have to ask Natalya
Dave says:
i just wish we had got our shit together the first time round
Takia says:
i wish i hadnt fucked up first time around
Dave says:
i know
Dave says:
I love you Rach
Dave says:
i think some way we are soulmates
Takia says:
Master Peter told me there are 3 kinds of loves. i forget the first one but the second is the one we marry and the third is the one we take to the grave. it has been a year and i'm still head over heels in love with you and i dont see it passing so i think that would be number 3
Dave says:
i know i will definately take it to the grave
Takia says:
yeah
Takia says:
you know i would give anything to still be with you but i dont want it to go back exactly how we were
Dave says:
i know me either
Dave says:
i would want the whole lot 24/7
Takia says:
so would i. but would you of been able to give it
Takia says:
and would you give it
Dave says:
i have thought a lot about this
Dave says:
i didn't then because i was afraid of getting hurt again as you know
Dave says:
but i would want to now
Dave says:
you know what i miss the most
Takia says:
and i never wanted to hurt you then or now
Takia says:
no?
Dave says:
looking into your beautiful round puppy dog eyes and making you smile
Dave says:
then giving you a big hug
Takia says:
i love your hugs
Takia says:
you know we could take it one step at a time. and meet out in public if you like
Dave says:
its hard at the moment though
Dave says:
you know why
Takia says:
i know but i dont care
Dave says:
i don't want to hurt someone
Takia says:
she is hurting you
Dave says:
i know....
Takia says:
hell i would take her to the ER and say here you go if you want to kill yourself go ahead at least you wont have far to get to the hospital for help
Takia says:

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Wed, 13 Sep 2006 08:50:39 GMT

just a quick update before i go i should of done this a bit earlier.
my friend Wolfie has loaned me the money to get the computer fixed as long as i pay him back in 3 months which is easy to do so i am extreamily happy with that.

NICK IS DRIVING ME INSANE!!!! in a good way though the only bad part being the fact that it is only words not actions. it is so frustraiting because i'm more then enjoying both the teasing and i really like him. god i'm giggling like a school girl. why does he have to live in tazzy :( the fire thing that has been dormant or concentraited on Dave has woken up and shifted... which isnt a bad thing but isnt a good thing either but i'm going insane and i havent been this insane in almost a year and cant do anything about it since i cant and he is in tazzy. i'm going to go home and try to focus on something else to try and get my mind off crumbling and throwing myself at Nick

Mon, 11 Sep 2006 06:02:10 GMT

another day and i wish another million dollars. i wish i had my computer back i miss the music and being able to talk to my friends. bah gotta go my mum wants her computer back and i'm no where near finished going through the emails

Mon, 04 Sep 2006 08:17:22 GMT

MY COMPUTER IS STUFFED!!!

and is going to cost me $200 to get fixed which is including the $35 it cost me just for them to have a look at it seems the motherboard and power source need replacing which is the exact same thing that went wrong with my mums computer a few months ago. called Centerlink but they wont give me a cash advance untill late November. and called Carlie but there is nothing she can do either so the only time i will have access is at my mums. so if you want to say something the best thing to do would be to call me.
Sir just letting you know that i posted all the mantra's including the ones after the ones you wanted and the essay and answer some of the who are they questions from the email rose sent me. unfortunately i cant remember the password to get into it on mum's computer so can only check it on the one that doesnt work who knows when i will get it back. best go clean up mum has gone to work and is taking us home when she gets back. oh and i cooked dinner tonight and while it looked like cat vomit it really did taste nice... last time i listen to my mum on what to cook for dinner. it was diced tomato, sliced chicken, bacon, mushrooms and egg. ok i be off

Sat, 02 Sep 2006 05:56:35 GMT

had a great night last night though i sort of crashed and burned and was no good to anyone so ended up in bed. woke up feeling good though. ended up going out for a walk around the oval this morning aftre my chores but came home to find out that my computer isnt working says no video imput and no matter what i do it wont work so i had to come to mums to check mail and do my journal but i guess now i am out of things to say at the moment

Fri, 01 Sep 2006 09:48:47 GMT

so here is a list of stuff i got yesterday.

6 pack of face washers

Fa aniti persparant deoderant active plus extra strong protection

Fa aniti persparant deoderant balm plus smooth after shave care

Dove supreme care cream-oil body wash cherry blossom and almond oil

French lavender talc

Another pack of the deoderant soap that lynette got for me

VO5 Shampoo silky smooth reduces frizz and adds shine heat damaged or unmanageable hair

VO5 Conditioner silky smooth reduces frizz and adds shine heat damaged or unmanageable hair

VO5 silk serum silky smooth reduces frizz and smoothes and adds shine dry or frizz prone hair

VO5 miracle mist silky smooth reduces frizz and adds shine dry or frizz prone hair

Venus divine essentials pack - razor, shaving cream

Carefree box 56 tampons (should last me a very long time)

Toothbrush (for Jonathan)

along with all the other stuff in the cupbord under the bathroom sink i have alot of stuff now.

Fri, 01 Sep 2006 09:34:24 GMT

one of the reasons i was punished on Wednesday night was because i wasnt putting up who i talked to during the day on my journal entries so here they are.

from 19-08-06 to 25-08-06
Aegan - msn
Beast - msn
Dj - msn
Jess - msn, phone
Joel - msn
Mum - face to face, phone, sms
Natalya -msn
Nay - msn
Nick - msn
Shaun - msn
Terry - msn, phone, face to face
Vy - msn
Jen - msn
Zanthia - msn
Carlie - phone
Bec - phone
Sir - sms, phone
Rose - phone
Lynette - phone

26-08-06
Sir- sms, phone
Natalya - phone
Neighbour + kids - face to face
Mum - phone, face to face
Jess - phone, face to face
Claire - face to face
Shop People - face to face
Nay - sms
Joel - sms
Zanthia - phone
rose - sms
Terry - msn

27-08-06
Sir - sms
Eric - msn
Dj - msn
Mum - warcraft, face to face
Vendors at Market - face to face
Shaun - warcraft

28-08-06
Sir - sms, phone
Mum - phone
Bernard - msn
Jess - phone
Someone from lisa nevel's office - phone

29-08-06
Sir - sms
rose - sms, phone
Mum - face to face
Jess - phone, face to face
Kylie - face to face
Reception Woman - face to face
Karl - face to face

30-08-06
Sir - sms, face to face
rose - sms, face to face
Mum - phone
Taxi - phone, face to face
Nay - msn

31-08-06
Sir - sms
Nay - msn
Eric - msn
Sue - phone
Newpin people - face to face
Carlie - face to face
Mum - phone, face to face
Shaun - phone

01-09-06
Mum - face to face
Nay - msn
Young mums group - face to face
Eric - msn
Dj - msn
Joel - msn
Aegan - msn
Zanthia - msn
Sir - phone

Fri, 01 Sep 2006 05:01:48 GMT

Newpin yesterday wasnt too bad. ended up writting up all my chores for the next two weeks or so in the diary that rose gave me to use while waiting for the group therapy to start. and even that was ok went shopping afterwards got free hygine stuff from Bethany was $70 worth of stuff so i made it count. cant recall exactly what i got but will list it when i get home. also got myself a cool organiser though i do wish it was set up better. but its good and works and that is all that matters. so i will keep the diary under the phone at home and the organiser in my bag so i can keep up to date hopefully it works.
about an hour after i got home i ended up coming to my mums house to give her a hand with something on her computer and ended up staying the night. was slightly uncomfortable. started out on the couch and at 3am had to move to the floor but couldnt get comfortable there either so got back to the couch and finally got to sleep till about 6:30 and my mum was up at 7ish along with Jonathan. i was nice and made us breakfast like i made dinner the night before and lunch today. felt good to be usefull once she went to work i had to get organised to go to young mums group and got most of my art finished but have to go back on tuesday again to finish which is annoying but something i have to do before next friday i just have to get my speech written no idea what i will say but will come up with something respectable before then. waiting for Jonathan to wake up and the movie - The Postman to finish and clean up a bit before going home.

Wed, 30 Aug 2006 23:41:48 GMT

am sore, tired and have one hell of a headache. just waiting for Jonathan to wake up before heading to Newpin already got their call to say good morning and will we see you today. happens every Wednesday and Thursday now. though i dont know how i will go with music therapy with this damn headache. maybe it will clear up in an hour.

last night with Master Peter and rose was really good... apart from the strap for punishment and when he was whipping me in but having the whip accidently wrap around my neck that hurt like hell. but all better now. my body is just complaining because i slept in the bed last night i think.

Jonathan really didnt like Master Peter and was so happy when they left... he didnt know they were coming back though because he was in bed when they did.

i really loved that they came down i was getting all weird because i hadnt seen them in just over a week but didnt mean i wanted them to go either but they did and i went straight to bed and woke up feeling crappy i really dont want to be surrounded by kids today let alone my own.

i am thankfull that Master Peter is pleased with me so far i dont know what i would do if he wasnt. the strap last night was bad enough specially since i had already gone off the deep end when i found out it was coming and the reasons for it.

crap i gotta go wake Jonathan up and get to the bus else we will be lateish. just hope i can find his shoe's. also on way home i'll try and look into one of those electronic pocket diary thingys have the big one for under the phone at home and the little one in my bag at all times..... wouldnt mind a PDA but they cost to much and nay and i dont know where they have hidden the money tree. in time we will find it.

Wed, 30 Aug 2006 06:45:15 GMT

just thought i would do this quick update while i wait for Master Peter and rose to arrive. god i hope my house is clean enough for their standards. i went to the doctors earlier and got the final 2 results from the STD blood test that i did and they were both negative and clear. so i'm clean YAY!!! not that i thought i had anything but still if any of my past lovers think of blaming me from something they got somewhere i can pull out my results as proof that i didnt give it to them. anyways i better go get the kettle on and organise coffee :) will scan the results next time i am at my mums.

Tue, 29 Aug 2006 11:58:01 GMT

previous post reminded me that i said i would post this one -

KAJIRA: ~sullenly kneeling, not really wanting to serve, but preferring to sit and chat~ please may this girl serve?

MASTER: Paga girl!

KAJIRA: damn..~sighs and rolls her eyes~....yeah ok...~getting up and walking into the servery~..it's always bloody cold in here, can't someone turn up the heat? ~finding a bowl of dubious cleanliness right at eye level for a change, giving it a quick spit and polish...that'll do~

MASTER: ~Eyeing the girl's grace and form, the way she makes My chaq grow with her beauty and care~

KAJIRA: ~chucking the bowl on the counter, barely missing a stray urt munching on the cheese that no tart remembered to put away last night..turning for the coldest place in the Galaxy...and that's including a Kataii Master's furs~....

MASTER: ~Smiling and grinning at the girl~

KAJIRA: ~pulling open the door and moving in behind the door hidden from view...sneaking a smoke out of her cleavage...having a few puffs..OHHHHH...THAT'S SOOOOOO GOOOOOODDDDD..kicking a bota off the racks with her foot~

MASTER:.~hearing My girl and grinning...damn I have the best kajira on all of Gor~

KAJIRA: ~looking around for somewhere to throw the smoke butt...Hmmm...uncorking the bota and throwing the butt inside..leaving the coolroom or the equivalent of winter on Mars..swishing the bota around..trying to break up the damn smoke butt~

MASTER: ~watching My girl approach~

KAJIRA: ~throwing the bowl under one arm, and the bota under another..rubbing her legs together as she moves....Hell....prickly shins..I really gotta shave..looking to the gate..YUM...who is that guy with the new AV?...answering ICQ messages, PMing with her sisters, and the Ubars of two other camps~

MASTER: ~smiling at My girl's obvious devotion and care~

KAJIRA: ~tearing a girl's eyes away from that AV...damn..backscroll...where was I?..oh hell..ICQ wayyyy behind..oh what the hell..~...Master, this girl is stuck..she is just reloading..

MASTER: ~Ahhhh...My poor girl~

KAJIRA:..Ok, that bought me some time...~kneeling at Your boots, throwing the bowl on the ground...biting the cork off and sloshing it into the bowl...rubbing in the bits that spill....OH HELL..the smoke butt came out..Moaning really loudly...breasts heaving...averting Your eyes, and quickly flicking the butt under Your furs~ Picking up the bowl and taking a hefty swig....damn...pouring some more paga into the bowl..taking another swig....damn...pouring some more paga...looking up at the six moons of Gor and thinking how beautiful it is tonight.~Hiccup~...

MASTER: ~Watching My girl perform a perfect she sleen~

KAJIRA:..Hope He doesn't want Me up off the ground..counting to make sure the paga is safe...1 - 2 - 6 - 15 - 7..oh hell...I'm alive aren't I?..~breathing paga fumes hoping she's not too close to the fires, or she'll ignite..trying to focus on the four spinning rims in front of her..hoping she can hit the real one...slobbering her lips on it~ Master, here's Your paga...Bottom's up!

MASTER:..~Taking the carefully prepared drink that My devoted little one has so thoughtfully brought Me~..Well done girl..You have pleased Your Master..

KAJIRA:...~passes out~

MASTER:..My poor girl is so overworked she must be exhausted..~picking her up and carrying her to the furs to rest~

Tue, 29 Aug 2006 11:55:47 GMT

found this on BDSM Australia forum thought you guys would love it if you hadnt read it before. the second part is funny

PART 1...THE FANTASY

The slave wakes just before sunrise and stretches her supple, naked body. As she fights off sleep, she remembers last night and the fantastic evening she spent being used in every way by her strong, handsome master.

Quickly she rises from her pallet at the foot of Master's canopy bed. She cups her breast to muffle the sounds of the slave bells attached to her nipple rings. Quietly she tip-toes to the door, trying not to waken her Master with the jingling of her bells,
collar rings and ankle chains. Master needs his rest and will still sleep a bit as she makes his breakfast.

She gathers together Master's breakfast tray as fresh coffee beans twirl frantically in the grinder. She grabs the water kettle and prepares the french coffee press so she can make Master the best possible brew, just as he deserves. The coffee fills the sparkling clean kitchen with a rich, delicious aroma. Looking around, she can't but help feel proud of how well she has kept the kitchen, as well as the rest of the house,
clean and beautiful for her Master. She pours the coffee into an insulated mug to keep it piping hot as she slices fresh fruit for Master's meal. Keeping him healthy and happy is her duty and joy, and she takes a few extra seconds to slice the fruit into fancy slices which are as delicious to the eye as they are to the tongue. She places the fruit and the coffee onto Master's tray and then calls for Master's other pet...a large purebred Golden Retriever. Baron, Master's well trained and obedient hunting companion sits patiently at the slaves feet, waiting for instructions. "Fetch" is all she says and he bounds out the dog door and runs to the front yard. He snatches up the morning paper and runs it inside, dropping it proudly on the floor and waiting for his
treat. Baron is rewarded for his service and then heads back outside to chase squirrels.

Placing the paper in a side pocket of the breakfast tray, the slave heads back to Master's bedroom. She does not try to hide the tinkling sound of her bells and chains this time, as this, along with the aroma of hot coffee, serves as an effective alarm. She kneels beside the bed and holds up the tray, letting the delicious coffee smell do its work. Master stirs and stretches. Sleepily he reaches for the remote and turns on the news. He yawns and inhales deeply. Then, he reaches for the coffee, leaving the slave to continue holding the tray in her outstretched arms. Her arms are aching, but she knows Master needs time to wake, and she gladly bears this minor burden.

After a sip or two, he is fully awake and now places his coffee back on the tray before taking it from his slave and placing it next to him on the bed. The coffee is perfect and he smiles as he sees the extra effort she has taken with his morning fruit plate. Last night was rather exciting, and he sees that she is showing her appreciation. Looking at her kneeling form, his heart glows as he thinks of how well his slave has taken to her training. He fondly remembers all the pleasure she has given him since he collared her 10 years ago. He snaps his fingers, signaling his
precious pet that it is time to prepare his bath.

After rushing to the Master's bathroom, the slave lays out a thick, naural sponge, his favorite shampoo, some conditioner, and the scented liquid soap she can hardly wait to run over his body. She fills the tub and tests the water, making sure the temperature is exactly how Master likes it. As the tub fills, she places towels on the warming rack along with his luxurious robe. Master enters the bathroom and takes
off his silk pajamas and climbs into the warm waiting water. His obedient slave sits on the edge of the oversized marble bath and slowly sponges his toned and tanned muscles. Simply being allowed to touch Master fills the slave with longing and joy. She then shampoos and conditions his hair and rinses him throughly using a crystal pitcher filled with fresh warm water. The Master then reclines, relaxing in the soothing water. The slave then takes Master's silver shaving kit and prepares a rich later. Using a thick brush, she covers his face with the shaving cream, admiring his chiseled good looks and feeling herself become more and more sexually excited with every
stroke. She then carefully shaves him and wraps his face in a warm moist towel. Master snaps his fingers again, signaling the slave to prepare his clothes.

The slave rushes to the bedroom and takes out a suit she know Master likes. As a bonus, it also happens to be her favorite, and just thinking about how he will look in it sends a shiver of sexual energy through her body. She then lays out the suit, his tie, his pants, and the shirt, socks and underwear she pressed just last night. Wearing the robe that his slave left on the towel warmer for him, he proudly struts into the
room. He feels refreshed and ready to conquer the day, much as he has conquered this beautiful little slave.

The slave helps him dress, and then rushes down stairs to prepare his briefcase, grab his coat, and get his car keys so he can head to work. Being a high powered executive at a Fortune 500 company is very demanding, and anything she can do to help fills her with a deep sense of accomplishment. She knows her Master's schedule by heart and knowing there is time, she places the items near the door and
scurries back to the kitchen to prepare him a little treat. She finds a travel mug and fills it with coffee, adding some new flavored syrup she picked up last time Master allowed her to wear clothing and venture out to the store. She also grabs a small loaf
of banana bread she baked the previous day while Master played golf. Hearing his footsteps on the stairs, she places the loaf into a small brown bag and runs back to the front door.

Kneeling and with her head bowed, she holds out his coat, keys, coffee and treat bag. The briefcase if next to her and within easy reach. Master slowly walks to the door and notices that she has an extra mug of coffee and a little brown bag that signals an
additional effort on the part of his slave. He is proud of her, and looks forward to this evening when her efforts will be rewarded if she finishes all the task she must do while he works. He puts on his coat, grabs his key, and briefcase, and then tells his
pet, "Rise my slave."

She stands before him, stealing glimpses of her handsome Master beneath her lowered lashes. She is quivering with excitement and need for him. He takes the coffee and bag from her hand and simply says, "You have done well today, slave. Your list of task is on my desk. See that all things are done and you will be properly rewarded."

She falls to her knees and begins to kiss his feet. "Thank you Master, Thank You!"

Master then leaves to head off to his high paying job as the slave goes to the desk to see her list of tasks. She begins to grin, and then laughs out loud. After the usual cleaning and cooking, yard work and laundry, there is a surprise. Masters last command is to video tape herself using the new red vibrator he recently bought. She must orgasm at least 3 times and have the tape ready for him to view when he comes home. She is indeed a lucky slave to have such a wonderful Master.

THIS ENDS PART 1...

PART II...Reality

The slave wakes just after her Master kicks her under the covers. She has slept through the alarm again. As she wipes the drool off her face, Master looks over
and begins to laugh at her wild "Phyllis Dillar" bed-head hair. The slave sticks out her tongue at Master as she jumps out of the bed and grabs her robe. As much as Master would love to have her naked at all times, nudity is just not something that they want to do in front of their three children. As she fights off sleep, she remembers last night and the way they both though of having sex, but passed out snoring before they could even get out the toys.

The bed she shares with Master is only a full size and her back aches from the pokey springs. They should soon have enough saved up to get a queen sized bed if their stupid Toyota would stop breaking down. She cups her breast, still feeling the ache where her nipple rings used to be. Five days after getting them pierced, they got infected and the rings had to be removed. Admittedly, they did look kinda cute, but
after snagging her only good blouse and ruining it, the appeal quickly wore off. She stumbles to the bedroom door, wondering if that lazy man is ever going to get out of bed. She works full-time too, ya know, and slave or not, it was supposed to be his turn to help the kids get ready for school.

The slave begins to make coffee, but they are almost out. She has enough to make a pot as long as it is a little on the weak side. Thinking quickly, she gets her coat from the hall closet and digs through the pockets. A few days ago she got coffee at 7-11 and grabbed a few extra creamer packets, and she decides to add these to the morning java so the weakness of the brew will not be as noticeable. One of them is
even hazel nut, and she will gladly give that to Master since that is his favorite, as long as does not piss her off by staying in bed too long.

Once the coffee is ready, she pours it into a couple of Kalua mugs that they got as part of a gift pack last Christmas. They are chipped already from the kids using them to collect rocks and bugs. It took her forever to get them clean, but they are the only 2 coffee mugs they have left. She then stirs in the creamer. Taking a sip, she decides it is acceptable and yells "Coffee's Ready!" so Master can grab his cup before it gets cold. Looking through the cupboard, she takes inventory of the cereal. Master likes a bowl in the morning, and if she combines the Coco Puffs with the Captain Crunch, she can get him a full bowl and still have enough Fruity Pebbles to give to the kids.
She lays out cereal bowls and spoons for all and then goes to wake the children.

She hears Master slowly shuffling towards the kitchen as she bangs on the kids bedroom doors. They also have slept through their alarms, obviously having inheriting this skill from their mother. After ensuring that they are getting dressed and will soon be in the kitchen for breakfast, she goes to tend to Master's other pet...a large purebred Golden Retriever. Baron, Master's lazy and stupid dog, is
laying on the couch covered in little pieces of plastic. While he was supposed to be a hunting dog, he showed to have no instincts for it and has only managed to chew up everyone's shoes and a couple of remote controls. Though he is dumber than a box of rocks, he is rather cute and they are quite fond of him. Closer investigation shows that the dog has gotten a hold of one of their "toys" and the little pieces are all that is left of the only butt plug she liked. "Stupid dog" is all she says as the dog slowly
ambles to the dog door and walks to the front yard. He sniffs at the morning paper laying by the walkway right before he pees on it. The slave thinks this would be really funny if it had just happened to someone else. She locks the dog door and leaves him outside to chase squirrels.

Giving up on reading the paper, she passes Master as he sips his coffee and tries to get the kids to hurry up so they will not miss the bus. She quickly runs to the shower and gets cleaned up. She does not take too long because she still wants Master to have enough hot water for his shower. As she dresses, the phone rings. It's work. The shipment they were waiting on did not arrive, so they will not need her to work today. The whole packing crew is being called off and is getting an unexpected vacation day. Yippee!

She goes to the kitchen to tell Master, who is now fully awake after arguing with the children, and sending them out the door to their bus. "Thanks babe," he says, " The coffee is perfect" and he smiles at the extra effort she has taken to give him his favorite creamer. He thinks back to last night, which was rather funny now that you think about it. Looking at his slave's slightly pudgy form, his heart glows as he
thinks of how lucky he is to have a wife...slave...with a sense of humor. He fondly
remembers all the of the fun times they have managed to squeeze in since he married her 10 years ago. After 9 years, things started to feel a little stale and
they started getting into BDSM. But they really found that D/s fit their basic personalities and found themselves fighting less, enjoying each other more,
and having way more fun, even if they didn't do it "right" most of the time. As he thinks back on their history, and all the changes over the last year, his wife-turned-slave tells him she now has the day off.

Master says, "Good, now you can finally get some stuff done around here." And turns to head for the shower so he does not have to see the dirty look he knows is
coming his way. His not-always-so-obedient slave has at least saved him some hot water and left a dry towel on the edge of the sink. As he showers and shaves, he
thinks about how thoughtful she can be at times, even when he picks on her. He will keep this in mind as he makes her a chore list.

The slave slowly wanders back to the bedroom after finishing the last of her doctored coffee. Master will be out of the shower soon and needs a clean uniform. She rifles through the laundry basket next to the dresser and pulls out a clean shirt. Getting out that motor oil is so hard, but a friend told her if she sprayed hair spray on it, it might be able to get out the grease. She tried it yesterday and it worked great. She also pulls out his work pants, some socks, and his underwear. The Sponge Bob boxers are cute, and just thinking about how her big strong man likes to wear the underwear with little cartoon characters all over them sends giggles through her whole body. She then lays it everything out on the bed and smoothes out the wrinkles, not that it will make much difference. Master doesn't really care about things like that, and after 10 minutes under the hood of a Buick, it won't really matter anyway. Completely naked, he proudly struts into the room and waves his winkie at her. Master is in a silly mood again, and the slave can't help but laugh at him. He feels refreshed and, as always, enjoys joking with his goofy slave-wife.

The slave pegs him in the head with a rolled up sock, and then rushes down stairs
to prepare his lunch box for work. Being a mechanic at a car dealership can be demanding, and anything she can do to help keep him from getting too grumpy after
putting up with his bosses makes her feel good. She makes him a bologna and cheese sandwich and then grabs him an apple, a small bag of pretzels, and some carrot sticks. She tosses them into his lunch box after pulling out all the old sandwich rappers that have managed to pile up inside. Hearing his footsteps in the hall, she holds out the lunch box so he can grab it as he walks by.

"About that chore list," he cautiously says as he reaches the front door, "I know you have been busy lately and putting in a lot of overtime. Just do what you can, OK?"

Where as six months ago a comment like this could get him into trouble, since exploring D/s, there was now open communication. Instead of yelling or nagging, his
wife just smile gratefully at the fact Master acknowledged her hectic schedule and was making allowances for it. Walking over to her scruffy, but still cute Master, she hugs him and warmly says "Things are looking scary around here, so I think I
will play some loud disco music and just get it over with. Oh, by the way, the dog ate my butt plug. Have a good day, ya big Goober."

Laughing at the simple absurdities of his life and kissing the slave, Master leaves for his under-paying, demanding job. Closing the door behind him, the slave goes to the desk to see her list of tasks. Reading the note, she begins to grin, and then laughs out loud. The usual list of cleaning and cooking, yardwork and laundry that never seem to get done is all crossed off. Instead, Master's note has commanded her to "Take a Nap". Pulling the vacuum cleaner out of the hall closet to clean up the shards of the butt plug, she thinks to herself that she is indeed a lucky slave to have such a wonderful Master.

Tue, 29 Aug 2006 11:42:34 GMT

well as usual i screwed up today and i havent been home too long thankfully the Jonatha went straight to sleep and i really wouldnt mind doing the same.
spent most of the morning at my mums because the woman from the community center where i go on Fridays was in a meeting and wouldnt be back till after 12 but that was ok watched Shark Tale and played with Jonathan untill it was time to go and then spent till 3:30 painting thankfully i only have a few bits left to do. but i had forgotten that i was supposed to go to my sisters for dinner tonight and said that Master Peter and rose could come visit. half an hour later my sister rang to remind me and ask if i could take her some baby formula for Casey on my way over and i went OH SHIT!! quite litterally so i had to sms rose and tell her what happened and unfortunately Master Peter was sitting on the train though apparently hadnt left the station yet. if it is one thing i absolutely cant stand it is people wasting time and money on me. i dont know what is wrong with me but i keep forgetting things if my sister hadnt called well i would of been in big trouble. but i would of rather been with Master Peter and rose instead of my family i have started going insane... well i always am. because i havent seen them in a week i think i'm going through withdrawals 2 weekends in a row not to mention 2 visits by rose and then nothing for a week well yeah different. i still feel like my house is a mess though and will never be up to standard. i got a forwarded email from Carlie today -
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there was a file as well but its great that she got it and thought of me since i asked her to help me look around so will see what happens with it.

also i got the following email from Andrew today -
I know this is against expessed wishes but I just heard about rouge
and I
am so very sorry.
Rouge will be greatly missed.
Deepest sympathies, Andrew
(Hellfire)

so i'm thinking he heard from Natalya or has read it off my open livejournal not sure.
oh well i'm tired sleep seems to me like being a good idea right about now

Mon, 28 Aug 2006 12:01:15 GMT

i have had a good day today FINALLY
got the house clean just need to wash the floors will get that done tomorrow night when i get back from my mums and Jonathan is sleeping.
i'm glad i have picked up. had a meeting this afternoon with a uni student asking me how Newpin has changed how i interact with Jonathan it wasnt bad and Jonathan enjoyed the attention. went out for a nice walk to while it was nice but really wasnt a bad day at all though i really am looking forward to bed in a few minutes. had a great chat to Bernard he is a really nice guy and i find myself wishing i could talk to him more because we have the best discussions when we are online together its fun :) anyways off to bed for me

Sun, 27 Aug 2006 11:13:22 GMT

Rogue was killed yesterday. see post on xsabrex i dont deal well with death specially when i see it happen. so spent the rest of the day at my mums and in town i wanted to just be silent i didnt want to talk but i didnt want to be alone either. had i a choice last night i would of been curled up at the feet of my Master if i had one. its just where i wanted to be and not somewhere i could be. ad ofcourse when i was talking to Master Peter all his questions made me snap i wanted nothing to do with anything and just wanted to go to bed it happens sometimes nothing unusual there for me. i'm sorry that i snapped but i have just been under to much stress lately with to much going on everywhere in my life lately. so i ended up going to bed and finished reading memoires of a geisha before sleep.
this morning we went to the market after i got my phone back. it was good i got some nice vegies and came home after a few hours of walking around. watched half of the first disk of toddler taming and organised mail for sending tomorrow and working out what else i had to do. had alot of fun playing with Jonathan probably have foot print bruises but it was fun and played a little warcraft with my mum. am tired and wouldnt mind going to bed right now but watching a movie called If Only its not bad so far but really sad so i probably shouldnt be watching it.

Sat, 26 Aug 2006 02:06:06 GMT

well this sucks i'm bleeding again. though this time i'm pritty sure it is just my "usual" period since before all this crap started is was always the second last weekend of the month so i'm not worried only annoyed

Fri, 25 Aug 2006 07:22:36 GMT

I AM GOING INSANE!!!!!!!

i think that is big enough. over the past few weeks Jonathan has been getting hard to handle and with his allergy crap lately it has taken alot of my time to deal with it. not to mention all the essays i have to work on for Master Peter. i just dont have time. my house is a mess so i'm avoiding it. i hate the sqedual that has been set out for me yes i know i cant spell but right now i dont care. today when i went to the mums group i found out i have to write a welcome speach for the art show on the 8th of september along with my art work which isnt finished so i have to go in on tuesday and do more work just so it gets done. i also have to get ready for a radio interview coming up. all in the next two weeks ontop of all the stuff i have to do at home and at Newpin etc etc etc. i didnt finish off the essay the other day which i was supposed to mail yesterday along with the mantra i didnt even send the mantra and i feel crappy about it. why does stuff have to pile up on me so quickly. when i leave my mums in about 30mins i'm going to cook dinner and clean the house my way. sure i do everything in one go but it gets the house clean and i feel alot more acomplished and better about it then taking small bites out of it. it wont take me long to get it back to how it was 2 weeks ago but that list is really screwing me around. so i say again.

I AM GOING INSANE!!!

Thu, 24 Aug 2006 12:08:50 GMT

been home about 10 mins from spending the day in town and at my mums. ended up having dinner and watching a dvd with her even though she was playing her game. jonathan came straight home i gave him a nappy change and put him straight to bed. just checked mail and forums. been thinking of asking that the weekly house chores list be scrapped i was doing hell of alot better before i got it because i was doing things as they needed to be done and i hate sitting in a messy house because i now have to wait till such and such day to do it. the only room in the house that wasnt clean was my bedroom but that just all clothes that i didnt have time to fold and put away properly but now with getting up at 6 it isnt a problem anymore though i do wish i could sleep longer though i understand why. if Master Peter was my Master and i was there with him i would have to be up and helping him get ready for work etc etc etc its just lately that i havent felt i have been getting enough sleep specially in the mornings and since jonathan has been sick. anyway i'm going to get a drink and get my ass to sleep before i drop at the computer.

Thu, 24 Aug 2006 05:15:29 GMT

Name:
Address:
D.O.B.: 14/11/1983 Sex: F Medicare No: 3379907642 Phone(H): 52233395 Your Reference:

Lab. Reference: 06-5350961-SYP-O Date requested: 18/08/2006 Addressee: DR FAROUQ SALMAN Referred by: FAROUQ SALMAN Collected: 22/08/2006 : Specimen:

Test name: TREPONEMAL SEROLOGY Reported: 22/08/2006 21:51 Copies to: DR FAROUQ SALMAN Requested: 18/08/2006 Performed: 22/08/2006 Test name: TREPONEMAL SEROLOGY Lab Name: DOREVITCH PATHOLOGY

TREPONEMAL SEROLOGY

Treponemal Antibodies (ARCHITECT) : Non Reactive

Thu, 24 Aug 2006 05:10:23 GMT

Name:
Address:
D.O.B.: 14/11/1983 Sex: F Medicare No: 3379907642 Phone(H): 52233395

Your Reference: '
Lab. Reference: 06-5350961-HEP-0
Date requested: 18/08/2006
Addressee: DR FAROUQ SALMAN
Referred by: FAROUQ SALMAN
Collected: 22/08/2006:
Specimen:

Test name: HEPATITIS SEROLOGY Reported: 22/08/2006 21:28 Copies to: DR FAROUQ SALMAN Requested: 18/08/2006 Performed: 22/08/2006 Test name: HEPATITIS SEROLOGY Lab Name: DOREVITCH PATHOLOGY

HEPATITIS SEROLOGY (SERUM)

Hep B surface antigen (by Centaur): Negative Hep B surface antibodies (by Centaur): <1 mlU/mL (cutoff=10)

Hep C antibodies (by Centaur): Negative

Comment: Interpretation of Hepatitis B surface antibody levels in vaccination: <10 mlU/ml Recommend vaccination unless previously vaccinated.

Refer NHMRC, Australian Immunisation Handbook. >10 mlU/ml Level considered to be PROTECTIVE if full course of

vaccination has been given.

No evidence of acute or chronic infection with Hepatitis B. , No evidence of infection with Hepatitis C.

Wed, 23 Aug 2006 10:05:22 GMT

today has been a roller coaster ride. woke up with a headache. thankfully a shower and panadol fixed most of it but learnt not to take panadol on empty and already uneasy stomach. so went back to bed and read more of Memouires of a geisha which i am really enjoying the movie is good but the book as like all books has alot more detail.
recieved a phone call from rose and had a nice chat. called the community center and found out that their belly dancing class for term 4 was cancelled but got my name down for food handling certificate. it was getting latelish so i went and got Jonathan out of bed and we had a nice breakfast. it was after breakfast when i was changing him and getting him dressed that i saw he was covered in a rash and panicked covering him in moisturiser and his exma cream. called my mum and got her to come over and take us to the doctor's though she really disapointed me by dropping us off at the door and telling us to call when we needed to go home and left us to go back home and play her damn game. i really could hit her what if it had been something more then an allergic reaction. i should be used to it by now but my mum and sister can be inconsiderate bitches at times. hopefully it skipped me.
Master Peter says that she can be because she is Free. i dont accept that. i maybe a slave and i may be obediant. but i am not EVERYONES slave my mum is just that my mum untill i am proved otherwise i will treat her no differently. i could of said something to her but i kept my mouth shut. i respect her as her daughter. i do not agree with her but there is no way in hell that i am her slave. the same goes for my sister. if that means that i am not a real slave then i'm probably not. then why bother continuing. it is what i believe. and what everyone else in the BDSM/Gorean circles has told me i am. i dont play games but i do not take orders from anyone but those i am collared and controled by. yes i treat everyone i meet with respect. does this make sence hell if i know and i dont particuarly care. the point is my mum chose her computer game over her grandson's health. that is inexcusable. will she find this out no probably not. and i would really like to hit something hard right now or go for a run. sure it wont help but it will get rid of this build up in me that makes me feel as if i will explode if someone even looks at me the wrong way. i think i should stop now. i have to work on an essay that needs posting tomorrow.

Tue, 22 Aug 2006 10:02:07 GMT

not long gotten home and i really feel sick and the bratling is burning up if we arent better by morning i'm taking us both to the doctor for a check up. been at my mums house practically all day. was somewhat relaxing given that i had to go into town and get a needle shoved in my veins and blood stolen. but i understand now what Master Peter meant by feeling acomplished when/after we are doing something we really dont want to be doing because it happened today. i got to the doctors office and he was on lunch break so i went and picked a few things up and got credit for my phone though it didnt help seeing my battery was dead. also picked up some nice long skirts for $8 each and season 1 NCIS. yes i was procrastinating but i did get there not long after he finished lunch so we got the tests over and i made an appointment for friday at 2pm to get the results and the other tests done. yay for being industrious. got back to my mums and crashed on the couch and watched the first disk of NCIS while she had fun playing with the bratling when she wasnt playing her game. Master Peter has said that i can go to bed an hour early tonight which i'm thankfull for though i'm not sure how i will go sleeping in my bed since i have been sleeping on the floor the past 4 nights. am going to do work on one of my essays which is due to be posted on Thursday. am definately looking forward to bed tonight hopefully my stomach will stop doing summersaults and will be able to not have to feel like rushing to the bathroom. i have a feeling it is a mixture of cold and the no longer there hormones. it could take awhile to get used to but the bleeding has thankfully stoped so i can rest easy there for about a month.

Mon, 21 Aug 2006 18:21:20 GMT

well this is the second time i have been up in 2 hours. i already had my mum come out the first time i woke up and now i'm up again and i dont see myself getting sleep soon. will no doubt crash at my mums for a few hours later. maybe before or after the blood test i dont know i cant think straight. just wish this wind would go away. just want to curl up with someone and try and get to sleep and feel safe. not awake, scared and feeling sick. currently chatting to Eric though really would like to curl up and go back to sleep i just dont feel like i can at the moment.
i think i saw Dave today/yesterday, at the tennis court just down the road from my house. it may not of been him but he was exactly as i remember and was so familiar to me but i didnt say anything in case it wasnt him i didnt want to make a fool of myself. wind seems to of calmed down for a few minutes. have had the tv running all night to keep me distracted and so it is harder for me to hear the wind. so will go lay down and try to sleep again.

Mon, 21 Aug 2006 10:56:56 GMT

i am more then ready to collapse i finally got an iron was taking the bratling for a walk to safeway but we didnt even got half way there before i had to pick him up and ended on a bus to town. but the main thing is i got the iron and my ironing is done. my room still needs work but will get in there soon but i dont think i will get it finished. i was stupidly to busy concentraiting on getting all the other jobs done then to work on that one. still havent found my mums iron but still did get alot done today just wish i had worked on the room. so will probably end up sleeping in the lounge tonight. have to go to my mum's tomorrow so she ca bratsit for me so i can go get the damned blood test done. so will see if she can fix my back for me my left shoulder is annoyingly stiff and sore. but really just want to collapse and sleep.
i keep craving junk food when i come home from Master Peter's dont know what it is comfort food maybe because i find myself not wanting to leave and always wanting to go back. i dont have the answers to why other then it is what i want and need. and it is driving me insane. drop + insane + sore = not good. my volenteer Brenda says the funniest things she says that i look happier and more confident in myself since i left the controling relationship that i had with Andrew. and that i control my own decisions from now on. i had trouble not laughing and just said not exactly but we wont go into it. so i see her again next monday at 11 will see what other funny questions she comes up with.
just talking with Master Peter i now realize that on my list alot of what i did today could of been left till tomorrow because it is also down for me to get done tomorrow. i wish i had been paying more attention to what i had to do for the rest of the week instead of panicking and trying to get 3 days work squished into 1. and now with talking with Master Peter there really is no way i will be able to get my room done. stupid for trying to get everything done and letting it get to me i should of paid more attention and prioritized the things i needed to do not just tell myself it needs to be done yesterday and stress myself stupid. i havent had any time to do anything but work today i only managed my hours time with the bratling by taking him on our walk and playing on the oval with him on the way home. hopefully tomorrow will be better. and no doubt that because i brought an iron my mum's one will show up somewhere.